Britney Spears released a heartbreaking audio message in which she shared her grief at being estranged from her two teenage sons.
In one six-part recording posted on InstagramThe singer spoke about a range of issues in her life, including her 13-year preservation and participation in horse therapy sessions.
However, it is the admission of her fractious relationship with her two sons Sean, 16, and Jayden, 15, which is the most disturbing.
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Spears talks about a custody arrangement with her ex-husband, a former back-up dancer. Kevin Federline.
“People don’t remember that part because they always focus on the negative, but when they were six to nine years old, I had 70 percent of the time.”
The 40-year-old said that because her sons have decided not to see her for the past six months, she has “felt like a huge part of me has died”.
“It’s like I literally have no purpose anymore. They’re my joy, they’re all mine… that’s what I’ve lived for,” she said. “And then all of a sudden, they were gone, and I was like, ‘Oh my God, has my heart stopped beating?'”
“Honestly, I don’t understand why they cut me off so easily. I don’t understand.”
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Spears said she was unhappy with her ex and their son’s recent claims that she was looking for attention on social media. The singer said she may have come across it because she’s frustrated and has a lot of pent-up anger towards her father Jamie, who has control over every aspect of her life.
“With my kids now, making statements that say ‘She’s not good enough, she wants attention…’ Yeah, I want to be heard and I’m furious,” Spears explained. . “All I know is my love for them more than anything, and I’m sorry if I’ve hurt you in any way.”
“Until then, Jayden and Preston, I admire you. I heard you blocked me,” she said.[But] I’m so lucky to call you guys mine, and I just wanted you to know that I’m sorry, my ignorance in saying ‘so’ to you – it was for my father. “
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